No one sees me for who I really am. Not even my closest friends. Probably because I wear a sort of mask that covers all of my real emotions. I always am seen as either that quiet girl who sits in the back of the classroom that seems pretty smart, but no one ever listens to her ideas, or I'm seen by my friends as that insane girl who never stops talking about anime. I always do my best to put other peoples feelings above my own. In doing this, people never see the real pain and loneliness that I'm always feeling. It's become a habit of mine to just smile at everything, no matter what the situation or how stupid I look doing so. I suppose this is a good thing to do, but... idk. I guess I just wish that people would listen to me more often...
Heh, I'm ranting again. I really have to stop doing that :I
It happens to me...kinda. I'm seen either as you said, that quiet girl who sits in the back of the classroom that seems pretty smart, but no one ever listens to her ideas, or by some of my friends the most crazy person that is smart but doesn't feel anything so nobody asks >, the truth is that they don't think that I can feel bad because I'm always cheerful. The truth is that I only have very little friends that truly understand me.
You can't see me! (because my eyes are closed! lol!) But seriously, I think that those who are closest to us see us the best. Sometimes, however, we are unaware of what kind of impression we are making on others...good or bad.